Now I falter in the wind contending with the pressures of the tide alone.
Sometimes I am so tired of fighting the elements and trying to keep afloat, that I forget to remember him.
At other times I hear the calm of the sea yell his name…. And I scream back.
“Where are you when I need you? How do I keep myself balanced?
Then I feel a gentle breeze, like a soft hand on my shoulder and a peace descends on me.
I find a renewed strength, and I can steer with a steady hand keeping on course.
I pray to the Great Spirit that I stay on the straight and narrow, and keep my eye on the prize..
I must keep afloat, as the journey we traveled together has ended, but my journey alone has just begun.
I need to pay attention and realize the course I must travel, especially listening to my intuition.
It is my job to keep a float, until the Sea calls me home and my journey is complete.
Everyday is a gift and a new beginning where a new adventure can occur at anytime.
I am anticipating my new adventures with renewed energy and love.
I will never forget him, but there is more for me to accomplish and I must to on.
Love makes time pass.
Time makes hurt pass.
I’m sailing into uncharted waters with a brave new spirit and with the strength that I knew a love that will never die.
For my love, Judy