Now I falter in the wind contending with the pressures of the tide alone.  

Sometimes I am so tired of fighting the elements and trying to keep afloat, that I forget to remember him.

At other times I hear the calm of the sea yell his name…. And I scream back.

“Where are you when I need you?        How do I keep myself balanced?

Then I feel a gentle breeze, like a soft hand on my shoulder and a peace descends on me.

I find a renewed strength, and I can steer with a steady hand keeping on course.  

I pray to the Great Spirit that I stay on the straight and narrow, and keep my eye on the prize..

I must keep afloat, as the journey we traveled together has ended, but my journey alone has just begun.

I need to pay attention and realize the course I must travel, especially listening to my intuition.

It is my job to keep a float, until the Sea calls me home and my journey is complete.

Everyday is a gift and a new beginning where a new adventure can occur at anytime.  

I am anticipating my new adventures with renewed energy and love.  

 I will never forget him, but there is more for me to accomplish and I must to on.

 Love makes time pass.                    

Time makes hurt pass.

I’m sailing into uncharted waters with a brave new spirit and with the strength that I knew a love that will never die.        

For my love, Judy